Blog Post 18
Lately I’ve been so out of it. Ever since this brand new term started it feels like I’m still on vacation mode even though I know I should step it up a notch. It’s my third term for my third year, and I have two more terms to go before I graduate and go off to the real world. I’m stuck in vacation mode and I don’t know how to get out of it. I’ve been a little too lazy to go to school, or even do the things I was asked to do. It’s like I’ve let so many down already and it’s not even funny.
Of course I can’t please everyone, but somehow I feel uneasy. I’ve always felt uneasy when I’m going to school lately. Mostly because I dread the people who I’m going to see. I’ve withdrawn from the block, as my friend would say. I don’t know if it’s just me, or is everyone feeling it too. The withdrawing from the big group, I know, but the vacation mode?
I think I need to get my head in the game. It’s nearly midterms and we have a lot of things to do. I think I need to stay out of tumblr for a bit. I should remove it on my bookmarks so I don’t click it. I really need to focus.
Ugh, I’m so tired. Sometimes I just want to live like a bum.
And I also want to go out somewhere. Even if it’s in our nearby mall and grocery. I just feel the need to treat myself since I’m dateless. I was ready to claim my milk tea today if only I had money on me.
and a Happy Valentine’s Day to everyone :]
